Thoughts

I didn't want this blog to turn melodramatic, but since I left my personal journal somewhere in my loads of stuff in Cambridge, I'll indulge in some melodrama.

I see many people around me moving on with their lives, and I feel that I'm still stuck here...wondering what the heck I'm going to do with mine.

"You live in your head." I hear this often. It is sad, but I guess, I have to have these illusions for me to look forward to the possibility of turning one into reality.

For the past 3 years, I lost a part of who I was...it's weird: I was going through the motions, waking up, going to class, going about my daily duties, then going to sleep, and repeating the whole cycle. Now, somehow, I regained myself again. It is as if something pulled me out of it. It's hard to describe, but I'm finally myself again.

This summer I need to FOCUS. I can't flutter around. FOCUS.

Just random thoughts.

Home

Home only for a few days...then back to Boston again.

Life is strange.

Happy

I am just too happy. =)

Nostalgia

Nostalgia: a wistful or excessively sentimental yearning for return to some past period or irrevocable condition

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Nostalgia is a strange thing. I wonder why certain stimulants evoke this feeling. It's bittersweet: a twinge of happiness overcome by the sting of sadness by reality.

...yesterday, this made me have this "sentimental yearning" =D

Fairytale